It’s Different Now

Wounded I bleed

I feel the warm blood

As it slides down my body

To drip onto and mingle with

The dirty floor

It is not new to me

It is a slice wound

Inflicted by my enemy

Using different tools

Whenever the wound begins

To heal

He cuts it again

Pain mortifies my body

And my mind

Oh no, I had hoped

It was gone

But the wound is open

Again

Then he taunts me

During this life

I will be his prey

He puts the knife back in

And turns it

Then he again hisses

A dreaded accusation

Useless

For so many reasons

Useless

I begin to sink

I cower away

I shrink back

My mind reels

Yet, this time

This time is different

Oh, I have been sliced

But I no longer believe

The accusations

I set aside the pain

To believe a truth

To believe The Truth

Truth that heals and soothes

A product of enduring love

Whispering to my soul

Singing in my heart

Reality in my mind

Is this Truth

Surpassing the sensation

Of the slice

Blocking the sounds

Of accusations

I am loved

On that final day

Only that will matter

I have value to Him

If the world casts me aside

It is His estimation of me

That sustains me

Forever

IHS 7-8-19

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