{"id":1691,"date":"2019-07-08T08:28:22","date_gmt":"2019-07-08T16:28:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/?p=1691"},"modified":"2019-07-08T08:28:22","modified_gmt":"2019-07-08T16:28:22","slug":"its-different-now","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/?p=1691","title":{"rendered":"It\u2019s Different Now"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Wounded I bleed<\/p>\n<p>I feel the warm blood<\/p>\n<p>As it slides down my body<\/p>\n<p>To drip onto and mingle with<\/p>\n<p>The dirty floor<\/p>\n<p>It is not new to me<\/p>\n<p>It is a slice wound<\/p>\n<p>Inflicted by my enemy<\/p>\n<p>Using different tools<\/p>\n<p>Whenever the wound begins<\/p>\n<p>To heal<\/p>\n<p>He cuts it again<\/p>\n<p>Pain mortifies my body<\/p>\n<p>And my mind<\/p>\n<p>Oh no, I had hoped<\/p>\n<p>It was gone<\/p>\n<p>But the wound is open<\/p>\n<p>Again<\/p>\n<p>Then he taunts me<\/p>\n<p>During this life<\/p>\n<p>I will be his prey<\/p>\n<p>He puts the knife back in<\/p>\n<p>And turns it<\/p>\n<p>Then he again hisses<\/p>\n<p>A dreaded accusation<\/p>\n<p>Useless<\/p>\n<p>For so many reasons<\/p>\n<p>Useless<\/p>\n<p>I begin to sink<\/p>\n<p>I cower away<\/p>\n<p>I shrink back<\/p>\n<p>My mind reels<\/p>\n<p>Yet, this time<\/p>\n<p>This time is different<\/p>\n<p>Oh, I have been sliced<\/p>\n<p>But I no longer believe<\/p>\n<p>The accusations<\/p>\n<p>I set aside the pain<\/p>\n<p>To believe a truth<\/p>\n<p>To believe The Truth<\/p>\n<p>Truth that heals and soothes<\/p>\n<p>A product of enduring love<\/p>\n<p>Whispering to my soul<\/p>\n<p>Singing in my heart<\/p>\n<p>Reality in my mind<\/p>\n<p>Is this Truth<\/p>\n<p>Surpassing the sensation<\/p>\n<p>Of the slice<\/p>\n<p>Blocking the sounds<\/p>\n<p>Of accusations<\/p>\n<p>I am loved<\/p>\n<p>On that final day<\/p>\n<p>Only that will matter<\/p>\n<p>I have value to Him<\/p>\n<p>If the world casts me aside<\/p>\n<p>It is His estimation of me<\/p>\n<p>That sustains me<\/p>\n<p>Forever<\/p>\n<p><u>IHS 7-8-19<\/u><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Wounded I bleed I feel the warm blood As it slides down my body To drip onto and mingle with The dirty floor It is not new to me It is a slice wound Inflicted by my enemy Using different tools Whenever the wound begins To heal He cuts it again Pain mortifies my body&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[2520],"class_list":["post-1691","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-prose","tag-wounded-i-bleed"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1691","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1691"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1691\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1692,"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1691\/revisions\/1692"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1691"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1691"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.Bob4God.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1691"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}